I'm trying to buy a house, but it seems like the only thing I can afford is the Zillow subscription

My side hustle spreadsheet

has more rows than my actual monthly budget.

My therapist told me I need to find healthy coping mechanisms.

My current one is just doomscrolling Zillow listings I can't afford.

I've been doing the work in therapy to recognize my emotional triggers

now I just get anxious about how anxious I'm going to get