I'm trying to adult, but the housing market is tough

I've got a 401k, but it's just a list of 401 reasons I'll never own a home

I'm trying to buy a house, but my budget is tight

I've got a 500k mortgage and a 5k salary, I'm basically just renting money from the bank at this point

I've been doing the work in therapy to recognize my emotional triggers

now I just get anxious about how anxious I'm going to get

My manager told us to 'find our why' in this challenging quarter.

My 'why' is definitely the direct deposit.